寫寫寫

隨著電視胡亂無章法的拼貼,所有的一切都失去的原始的真實 …
真實 ( reality ) 變的無關緊要;現實 ( fact ) 受到異常關注 …
現實可以透過包裝,來將最好的一面呈現出來,但真實呢?
當你撫摸著心愛的人的臉龐,你希望吻的臉頰是充滿粉粒的光鮮亮麗,
還是為你素顏的原始面貌呢?
一樣地,
當你遇著了裝扮過的現實以及毫無偽裝的真實,你會選擇相信哪一個?
突然讓我想到1984裡面寫的一些話 …
 
「Everything faded into mist. The past was erased, the erasure
was forgotten, the lie became truth.」
 
「In the end the Party would announce that two and two made
five, and you would have to believe it. It was inevitable that they
should make that claim sooner or later: the logic of their position
demanded it. Not merely the validity of experience, but the vary
existence of external reality was tacitly denied by their philosophy
. The heresy of heresies was common sense. And what was terrifying
 was not that they would kill you for thinking otherwise, but that they
 might be right. For, after all, how do we know that two and two make
 four? Or that the force of gravity works? Or that the past is
unchangeable? If both the past and the external world exist only in the
mind, and if the mind itself is controllable — what then?」
 
收到一封信,是安慰的 …
很窩心,真的!很窩心 …
但也很內疚 …
現在也終於明白,為什麼當初翁媽不想當頭頭的原因 …
是因為翁媽的高瞻遠矚嗎?還是我目視短淺?
不懂….
 
看著原本美好的事物突然就這樣頹圮在自己眼前 …
那感覺其實相當不好受 ..
無奈、無心、無力 ~
 
不知為什麼,突然回憶起高中國文中的一段話 …
「人生是一個奮鬥的戰場  到處充滿了血滴和火光  不要做一干受宰割的牛羊 
在戰鬥中  要精神煥發   要志氣昂揚」
 
八大山人啊八大山人,可以告訴我現在是該哭還是該笑呢?
境隨心轉、心隨人轉,那人呢?
 
Keep Walking …
 
—-
 
我現在很好 … 這並不是無病呻吟,而是 … 有感而發 …
 
當訊息可以成為商品,商品可以包裝,包裝可以說謊,
 
那還有什麼不能變成真實的謊言呢?

About alwayscola18

*Always be misunderstood. *Majored in business administration, but contributing to satisfaction of primary living needs. *Prefer to speak out, and enjoy silence. *A Mandarin speaker, but not a grand-China nationalist; a Hokkien dialect speaker, but not an aggressive grass-root activist; an English reader, but not negative to my homeland; a baby Christian, but not a confrontationist to the God of earth. *With personalities of patience, cleverness, discernment, toleration, self-confidence, and friendliness.
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